life is too short to have regrets

i try to think of it as gaining a best friend, not losing a boyfriend, but it still hurts. it hurts, and i'm happy at the same time. i know this is best and i know there's still that chance we could end up together again but there will always be a scar hidden underneath. i knew i shouldn't let myself get in this deep but i needed someone to love and depend on. i'll get over it eventually at least i have a friend to help me through it, it just might help if he would stop apologising.