life is too short to have regrets
i dunno what to do about anything anymore. can i quit?
i found out why i hadn't gotten my laptop back. it turns out my mother got pissed and threw it at a concrete floor. for the slower of you, this means it's broken. pretty badly but chad says it's fixable. he probably has enough spare parts to build this particular model three times over with extras so he's fixing it for free. i couldn't even convince him to let me pay so that's good for me. i was even more surprised when he took a look at the mangled machine and said to have a seat he'd have it done in about 45 min but then he couldn't find his screwdrivers. i guess that's the tradeoff with those technology people, extremely bright but completely absentminded. anyways, i should have my iBook back and working by friday and i can't wait. i've been away from my baby for 1 year and 8 months. what's another 2 days?
wow, 11am, haven't seen that time on the clock in a while. it feels like i didn't even really get to sleep. well, maybe i didn't. i turned my clock around at 2am so i would stop watching it but it still took me quite a bit longer to sleep. i think it wwas getting light outside. my grandparents recently seem to have developed the idea that being a night person is unacceptable, even though they always were. eh, whatever, i don't have to deal with them much longer.
all good things come to an end
i try to think of it as gaining a best friend, not losing a boyfriend, but it still hurts. it hurts, and i'm happy at the same time. i know this is best and i know there's still that chance we could end up together again but there will always be a scar hidden underneath. i knew i shouldn't let myself get in this deep but i needed someone to love and depend on. i'll get over it eventually at least i have a friend to help me through it, it just might help if he would stop apologising.
i learned yet another one-person card game recently. for the first few rounds it actually eliminates boredom, then becomes just another mindless time-filler. it is called idiot solitaire. quite fun. sortof. if you would like to know how to play respond to this asking me. i'm too lazy to explain the whole thing if no one wants to know.
